I’m here for part of today cleaning and archiving so I’m prepped for upcoming work projects. Retired my old iMac system (mid-2017, with a bloody horrible hybrid drive, used it for way too long), switching to my faster 8-core (2020) that I’d reserved for video editing. And pondering using my M1 Ultra Macbook (which, even with less RAM, is pretty damned fast).

Also working through a chunk of melancholy, deaths and endings weighting my heart. Some of you who know me well have noticed and reached out; thank you. I’ve never been so intensely aware of the space in between seconds. I’ll let others say it for me:

”It isn’t possible to love and part. (snip) You can transmute love, ignore it, muddle it, but you can never pull it out of you. I know by experience that the poets are right: love is eternal.” — E.M. Forster

Sitting with this kind of sorrow swiftly causes huge shifts in my personal tectonics. I never know quite what’ll happen.

Tired of staring at the screen, but I’ve got a few more tasks to finish. Need more distractions. I’ll eventually bust out of Dodge and post less. I do promise to post pix, however.